Your Turn

I told you how bad I wanted ? The longest i’ve been with The most I was used to The one I missed I thought he was perfection I couldn’t bare it, so I went back I went back over and over again Until I thought I completely got over. Lied to my face, Once again work and excuses This time I realized I deserved better My desires left in junk I wasn’t on to anything Minutes on sky motion What a joke! Still was obsessed with past career dips Couldn’t take me there no more Didn’t even get across the wall Beginning was peak Wondered how I spent half a decade Missing and wanting The BM Sometimes you have to keep skating Until you loose it completely Keep the trophy It’s just not in my heart no more This time, I left with the pride of Not having him Cross my mind ever again I really was disgusted. Funny how you miss me more than ever? Trying to get back in? Who would have taught. Get used to my absence Stay with the lesser preys Took you this long, Well I found out, I couldn’t Settle anymore With all the glitters Still not the standard I know you love me too much, But I really do deserve better If I'm not getting all. Hug your past lies and miss me forever! That’s your punishment.