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Your Shoes

Your Shoes

Are the wrong size. 
I never liked how they looked, but I was silent.
You made me that way, for a long time.
Not forever.

All grown up now, 
I can buy my own shoes. 
I don’t have to depend on cast offs…from you. 

I no longer run at the sound of thunder, 
I have not done that since I was six. 
Lightning hit the ground, black…!!!
It took me years to return the “colors” that were
taken, stolen, cruelly and brutally made real. 

The truth, 
I could never have done it…
alone. 

He is with me now. 
He was with me then, only I did not understand. 
He has taken the tempests of my past and turned them…
into summer showers to water flowers. 

My heart ever grows stronger. 
There is finally room to both, 
forgive and forget. 
It is not for you. 
He knows I do not care to recall. 
I choose to be free. 
Cutting and dropping the solid chains, 
the sticky webs, 
hollow spiders turned to dust…
poof.

Gone.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Bangalee Avatar
November 21, 2019 at 2:38 AM
beautiful poem// I enjoyed
Radhakrishna Avatar
November 19, 2019 at 6:21 AM
Very nice! Deep anguish well expressed
Bangalee Avatar
November 18, 2019 at 11:45 PM
My heart ever grows stronger. / There is finally room to both, / forgive and forget. /// penned beautifully
Foster Avatar
November 19, 2019 at 12:59 AM
Thank you friend for your kind comments... Ann
Green Avatar
October 17, 2019 at 4:01 PM
Such a creative and exciting piece of writing Ann. This one took me so many places this afternoon. I really enjoyed this. Your talent shines in this poem.
Foster Avatar
November 18, 2019 at 7:57 PM
High praise from another great poet... thank you... Ann
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