Your Never Know How Much I Miss You

Your never know how much i miss you,
I carried on after your death like there was no issue,
But the sudden realisation you was never coming back
filled  my heart full of pain and my life turned black.

The future no  longer seemed  to have any light 
without you there laughing and joking by my side,
the only time I would smile was when my pipe burnt  bright.

The smoke would fill the air and drift into the sky,
as I would look up to the stars with a tear in my eye,

SAYING MATE
your never know how much I miss you, 
and trust me I’m never going to  forget you, 

but i need to start moving on and learning to Let go
Because deep down inside of me I already know,
that your never coming back,and as much as that breaks my heart, 
I just need to get myself together, and get back on the right track.

If you could see me now 
I know you would be so proud 
With all that I’ve achieved with you smiling down 
I have two gorgeous daughters and a loving wife 
you may no longer be living but your always in my life
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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October 27, 2023 at 4:58 AM
Such a heartfelt, loving tribute Sam to your dearly missed loved one. So many can relate to how you feel and the huge loss, impact, it has had to you and your life. That’s the worse part of grief - the realisation, horror, of knowing they are not coming back. The last stanza is full of appreciation for what you still cherish and I’m sure your mate would be very proud of you. The precious memories will always keep our loved ones near in love and spirit.
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October 27, 2023 at 5:07 AM
Thankyou Christina your comment means a lot,yeah it’s so true he really was a good man thankyou again
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