Your Never Know How Much I Miss You

Your never know how much i miss you, I carried on after your death like there was no issue, But the sudden realisation you was never coming back filled my heart full of pain and my life turned black. The future no longer seemed to have any light without you there laughing and joking by my side, the only time I would smile was when my pipe burnt bright. The smoke would fill the air and drift into the sky, as I would look up to the stars with a tear in my eye, SAYING MATE your never know how much I miss you, and trust me I’m never going to forget you, but i need to start moving on and learning to Let go Because deep down inside of me I already know, that your never coming back,and as much as that breaks my heart, I just need to get myself together, and get back on the right track. If you could see me now I know you would be so proud With all that I’ve achieved with you smiling down I have two gorgeous daughters and a loving wife you may no longer be living but your always in my life