Your Memory

So many times I sat in this very place Trying to remember your voice or face Afraid the little things would fade Because all I have now are the memories made And that’s what I have to cling to To help me deal with losing you Here I tried to find answers to why I begged, pleaded, and cried to the sky Told God how it wasn't fair And this pain I couldn’t bare Now for so very long I continue to try and be strong But the pain I found a way around My cries no longer make a sound Though sometimes a tear falls down I can smile instead of frown I no longer hold the anger and hate I know now it was a part of fate And though the reasons aren't so clear I feel a part of you here I carry it with me everywhere I go And though the healing process is slow In this place and on this day Your baby girl has found a way To let go of all the pain After all an angel he gained And I know you're watching over me Everything I've done I know you see I just hope you know I do what I do Honoring the memory of you!!!!