Your Doll

Why are you the way you are On minute you seem like The Best thing that this World can ever do to me, But then you can also be The worst thing that I have Ever and will ever know Why do I even feel like this? I said to myself that I will Never again feel it but now Now that I know you I can't keep to that. I hate myself for even knowing you At times, but just another smile From you change everything You stealing my heart right Out of my clutched hand. How can this even be possible? I try so hard to say away, But when I do all I think Of is you and your smile. You make plans to see me, But do you think that you will Ever see them through You say that I am special, But you never act like I am Yes your words make me Think that it’s so true but Your actions towards me Makes me feel that you Never want it to be. I feel like I am your doll That when you feel lonely at night You divide to take me down for A game or two, but when the sun Rises you put me back up there And act as if I never existed In your life not even as a friend I am over playing this game That you are into I think that you should look at How you are acting and make Up your mind on what you Want, coz I am over playing This gamiest either me Or not once you have made Up your mind let me know So I don't have to sit here I am over feeling empty Just want to feel complete Again, but I just Guess at this point in time It’s not meant to be Why just like someone When you can love them Or in fact even Die for them