You Conrtol Me

You Control Me

As I sank into my depression, I wondered
How could I let it go this far
Watching my existence pummel far from me
My conscience left my soul

Now you control me 
that’s what you were planning to do
Killing me slowly
My only reminder is a scab or two
Controlled by my obsession
Committing no wrong, now you just pull me along

I need your comfort, I need your love, I need your help first and most of
Break me to my knees and make me cry
I forgot hat it felt like to feel
And now I don’t care if I die

Now you control me, look me in the eyes
Leave me be, now, I aint ready to die
I will overcome I cannot resume
Living my life full of death
I feel ill be dead soon
	So let me tell you baby when I look into your eyes
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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Shahein Avatar
December 17, 2015 at 1:09 PM
Remarkable poem my friend, enjoyed reading it...hugs / / :D dalia
Lamoureux Avatar
November 22, 2015 at 8:12 PM
This is the same poem?? Different title though.
Curlee Avatar
November 23, 2015 at 6:46 PM
Thanks for the heads up. Somehow I mixed it,up. Go check out the real "An If and A Lie" and tell me what you think. DEUCES
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