You Are Too Late

I know some people can be very cold hearted.. Even with love it cannot be warmer.. Even if i try my hearts feels the freeze and the coldness.. When I care too much.. You say its too much.. When I care less.. You say its not enough… When I come closer.. you push me so far.. It’s really hard to tell what you really want… Yet I still try to hang on. I still want to stay on.. But now that I have realized.. Whatever I do it’s not enough.. To keep you truly happy that I know very well now.. So I am going to move on…even your memories.. I am going to just keep locked on.. Just let it fade away.. I will not ask you why.. But I do know the reason why.. I am not the one you have been looking for.. You wanted for.. I too have been stabbed in the heart many times by me.. and by you ... Take a closer look.. I am still bleeding…I am still hurting.. But I do not want to do the same to you or to the once around me.. Because I simply forgive.. Not only with words but with all my heart.. I simply willingly forgive… And I simply want to forget.. But I am sure there will be one day.. you will realize.. What you have missed but by then you are too late! Dilu D Wijegunasekara 17th of October 2019