You are still attached to my mind

I can't stop thinking about you, how you are and what you are up to? Did you have eating something for the day? Are you okay? Then there was this question so deep in my mind, it just can't get out, it's stop there, it has build a house. A house with four members Do you still love me?? Do you miss me like I do? Did you really care about me like I do? Did you really mean it when you said that you love? Tears rolling down my dark brown skin. All the days I have been with you, Did you really enjoy it or did you only use me? Thinking about that part it really antagonized me a lot. But deep down where nobody can see the pain, not even a doctor can heal that pain. Pain that only deep affection can understand it. To be infatuated is beautify but it can also destroy yourself. I ache for you I yearn for the way you embrace me The way you are giving me free education The way you are moving your body when you are busy teaching me about life and the journey of it.. How to be myself around other people. The fresh line that I must take. But I guess we are not meant to be together. Not even as friends. Our bond is too strong. But I wish you are the best in life. You showed me life in a way that only LOVE can explain....