You and I

You indulged me with your filthy deceits
You anointed me with a coronal of false assurances
You took me by the hand and guided me to a land of falsehoods
And I was a complete fool for you

I swear by the sun and the moon,
And each of the stars scorching and fading in galaxies far away,
That I will never illustrate my palpable love for you again 
I will not yearn for you, for you have forgotten me

The love in my heart is extinguished
Though my it beats relentlessly like a war drum
The gardens you tended in my mind
Now wither and choke from poisonous ash flung 
From the den of shadows that is my soul 

I will not call for you
I will torch every bridge you have ever stepped foot on
I will tear the pages that invoke your name from my book of life
I will erase any lingering nostalgia of your adoration
I will unmoor my soul from the shores of your callous considerations
I will inter my longing for you in a grave soon encumbered by the weeds of time

Should I conjure your ghost one day
I will promptly snuff that redolent manifestation
For I have torn out my anguished heart
And sown it in fertile, healing soils
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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Gelok Avatar
April 6, 2021 at 8:18 AM
Like everyone here I truly feel for you at this time. I personally understand and I also know you will get through it. Keep strong and like everyone says "Keep writing". It is a healer. Look forward to reading more of your work.
Zu Avatar
April 8, 2021 at 12:32 PM
Thank you so much, Virginia!
Ibeh Avatar
April 6, 2021 at 4:50 AM
Quite a fantastic debut poem, Zach. Sorry life has knocked you down, but like a Phoenix, you'll rise. Your troubles are only temporary, my friend. Welcome to Poetrysoup!
Zu Avatar
April 8, 2021 at 2:28 PM
Edward, thank you for your kind words! I appreciate the warm welcome!
Bangalee Avatar
April 6, 2021 at 2:17 AM
a beautiful poem where expressed a severe time hurts everything of life; I enjoyed that
Zu Avatar
April 8, 2021 at 2:28 PM
Thank you very much!
Puddifoot Avatar
February 20, 2021 at 12:03 PM
sorry to hear you're going through a tough time but keep writing it will help, and welcome to the site :)
Zu Avatar
February 20, 2021 at 12:40 PM
Thank you!
Zu Avatar
February 20, 2021 at 8:30 AM
Going through a tough time right now. Thanks for reading!
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