You

You have managed to unravel me Which must have been a lot of untangling But I fear the truth you see And I fear the force you must be channeling You see me with no carapace And I enjoy being uncovered My soul completely relocates When I become discovered I see a life that I never saw and that life is looking right back I see a reformed outlaw and a calm, lovely maniac I pray that my true self is not too hideous I pray that my guard has come down enough I know my past is so perfidious With the anger, the violence, the handcuffs I sweat with glee and anticipation at the outset of a new proclamation Yet my worry paralyzes me Like I am some sort of over burdened amputee