Yes I Thought About It

Yes I thought about it Desires ruled in earnest I thought that You could be The one But then you showed your colors Your claws and all your druthers And I knew that We’d have No fun I’m gone and now it’s over You ripped and closed the curtain They say that There should be Another But there behind the covers The ones I once held onto I see your face Know we were Not done How could we give up on it The life we built and loved in But what you did Now can’t be Undone This life is full of lessons Some easy Some displacing And we were A very Hard case I wish you wealth and comfort And all the things you wanted My life forever Touched by Our days Missteps made us resent us We could not cut against it And now we Are only Old friends I’d rather just not know you I have no interest in us I remember Those words that You said I always made you special And held you oh so tightly I did not Deserve your Rebuke I’ll make myself go scare now And don’t care if you know it I have some more Affairs to Go through I’m still chasing passion I have so much to give out My love to Become a New bloom I’m looking for my bridegroom To adorn him with the sunrise One whose heart Is always True blue When I find him I will hold him So very close beside me Our souls to be Forever In tune Written 10/10/2020 and 12/29/2020