Yearn

Missing you( not missing me) I kept  you alive in thoughts regardless Of the crash chrystalized safe You left, Decaying in my chest... Attach to pokie pine’s with Nuclear warheads; Soul screams flashbombs, of Black and white flashback Why did you leave? Sleeps wide awake in my night curtains. Are reasons fading out of recognition In the wider ocean. I was a sapiosexual for your Intellects and unintelligencies Your childish and immature mentality That vibrant you, and you as the lone girl My best friend My favourite lover Have we stumbled upon our end So soon? My buttercup The moon haven't died The Sun still rises reflecting bright transparent memories Falling quite heavily; I'm afraid too many chances Has slip us by while we sleep in denials my soul bleeding out Waiting for death. I'm hearing things! The first time emotion spoke I thought I was going nuts. But then I start seeing things, and i realized it was my body acting up. Giving crazy demstratations of how much it yearns For only your company And our silent chatter Because only you came close to understood me. I miss you like waking up minutes to five and haven't seen the sunrise Not realizing I've arrived too early missing you When your late like your period on missing me.