Yeah Now I'M Ok

I still need a. I just wanna help mom and dad pay the bills by giving some money to them? No big deal right?! Hahahahahahahahahaahahahah?? ?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? If you can decipher the emojis I'll tell you a small hint about what the REAL meaning behind them are. Why oh why do you manifest the weird minded, Eliminate the weak, Enforce someone who hasn't learned death!! Oh so your main goal is to take a successor and a failure! Say I said, "I'm gonna be successful while taking a bank shot on the 9-ball to get position on the 8! I missed you more than the shot ok?! What have I lost? What have I won? What did you win, What did you lose, Tim found out about me losing both jobs, Rachel always had some form of compassion for me. She liked me and almost fell yet she caught herself. She's a beautiful blue eyed lady who got away. Hannah F, another beauty from school. We went to the coconut fest on my 20th birthday. I tried to actually play it cool. She saw right through my bullshit. Still stuck by all night. Should've kissed her that night, Actually if I did I'd get a boot up my ass. It's nice to think of the ones who could have been, However. Let it be sing a new tune, light up the stone to your own. Even the sun sings a tune.