Xanadu

Trapped in Xanadu 
An empty castle
A lonely existence
That is a constant reminder
Of your anorexic heart
That’s starving for love
Dying to belong
Yet, fitting in nowhere
Living without purpose
An empty shell
Depleting the world of it’s oxygen
Unable to contribute because
Something is missing inside you

Your blackened corridor
Just a self loathing punishment for the sadistic masochist 
That hides in his box to avoid self discovery
Your well of happiness will always run dry
Peering outside 
Watching the twinkle in the eyes of the soul mates
Knowing you will never experience the beauty of true love
But, failing to comprehend the reason why
Hearing the sweet, innocent laughter of children
That you will never have because you’re
Too narcissistic to love unselfishly
Looking for fulfillment in places 
Where you will never find it
Loveless, a lonely road 
On which you have chosen to travel
In which you will draw your last breath alone
Without your Susan Alexander Kane to hold your hand
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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Chircop Avatar
November 29, 2009 at 1:37 AM
the anorexic heart..impressed me so.. deep indeed--Charma
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