Writing and Riding With Destiny

Empty only seconds And yet I fell so lonely. I was pushed into a world I wanted but never could have to my own. I wanted one night with him And a thousand from another. I wanted and I wanted I never needed. I will never need it. I'll face eternity alone In jealousy and loathing. Plagued by the desire Of flings with older beings. The wise old souls With a book to his nose. My everlasting hope Even when my hope is wasted. Ever is my hope wasted, Wasted on these petty dreams of mine. Always dreaming when the sun still shines Abound my skin I shall resign. I shall grow strong. I will move on To distant songs of lovers gone. I shall move on And then move on.