Worthless Toy

Worthless like a toy No sign of recognition I’m Depressed…oh boy! Here it goes again – That same hurt, beating me up I’m missin’ someone . . . She isn’t worthless He’s valuable in my life No one’s NOT VITAL! Disgraceful lies stab! Everyone’s significant Don’t stab my back please! He isn’t worthless She’s the reflecting diamonds Mirror my hope, love The bad habit comes back It feels like walking on Sharp pins and needles The child swings alone No trace of childlike pleasure You sincerely smile . . . I break like a toy I frown all of the sudden Waves of emotions ~ ~ ~ ~ (written by me of course! Got inspired by some strange event and childhood nostalgias. I thought I saw someone I knew – a homeless, kind man, but he didn’t recognize me. I think he was someone else though! Haha! Anyways, he didn’t even wave a single “hello”, so I carried on with my walk towards home from school! I had the creative juices flowin’ during that time and I wrote this pretty much (in the middle of my walk and I sat on a nearby waiting-for-a-bus bench and started typing on my 1990’s or 80’s typewriter/keyboard – I look fancy when type on it)! ~Have a sweet, relaxful week and weekend. Farewell for now – until I post again! I don’t know when I’ll do so, but I will soon! I’m in no hurry to do it! I’ll do it any time this summer. It’s a mystery to unfold like receiving an unexpected present – unwrap it and keep reading and penning on!