Words Unspoken

I've lived but never understood until now that is don’t ever let a word go unspoken I've done that so many times so now I’ll tell you to all the people that lit up my life I say keep shining to all the people I hurt I say please understand I truly am sorry although I know it can’t change a thing to every girl that can’t see how beautiful they are I say open your eyes and look at the mirror for it will show you what beauty is because it is you to the loved ones I pushed away I say I was not yet ready to face the truth I was too afraid to all the friends I gave up on I apologize for the greediness I took action on I never meant to hurt you and to all of you that are reading this please don’t judge me because just as you are I am a human being to myself I say always be patient and pay attention be prudent in every choice you make to my family I say I love you and I’m sorry you deserved better than me I’ve always known that I would lose sight of the goals I set and get lost in myself and end up taking it out on you these are the words left unspoken even now for they can only be read