Words From Songs

Craving cyanide pills. Abandon me, death in my veins. Extracted my heart while it was still beating. Lately it’s just coffee and cigarettes. From the morning until the sun goes down. There just one minor setback, I’m the only one with a gun. For once I’m making up my mind, I’m gunna leave this world tonight. Suicidal thoughts got me moving too fast. The pain I got inside got me feeling so numb. I keep seeing death when I’m dreaming, I tell my mamma she don’t believe it Nothing matters, no one else; I have lost the will to live. I gotta take this opportunity before I miss it. Cause your brain can only think about the waiting loaded gun. Just stay away from me. Become more than just a burden. And I know they say that time will heal my wounds. A reason to smile from six feet underground.