Words Cannot, Love, I Don'T Know

Words, They cannot express how much you mean to me But i will think, I will try to find the most beautiful, Meaningful, Heartfelt words. Put them onto paper. Swap them around so that i might just touch the edge of what my heart feels, Of what you mean to me. These feelings, I have no explanation of where they have come from, I know not what they mean, All i know is that i long for you, The touch of you hand, Your angelic smile. Am i in love....? I do not know, but i do not want to miss the chance to find out. I know you still care; I see you worry when you shouldn’t have to, I see you from across the room. Our eyes meet. But you look away as do i. Although, i don’t want to look away. I want to keep looking at those beautiful eyes, even if only for a minute gives me the best of feelings and i believe you have the same. I can’t just turn around and say goodbye, I want to look into your eyes and never have to look away. My anger rages at the thought of you and this boy, Who does not deserve the right to be called a man. My temper is uncontrollably escaping. I don’t like it, You don’t like it. I cannot handle the fact that you may never be in my life again, It breaks my heart to think that i have lost you. I never go the chance to show you, Show you what you mean to me. I would dedicate every waking hour to you, Just so you can see what i feel. I cannot stop thinking about you fore everything about you is just.....uuuhhh......words cannot describe....beautiful....stunning....unbelievable....gorgeous....but heartbreaking. Don’t leave like this. Don’t leave. Stay.