Wondering Thoughts

I wonder if heuristic, tentative thoughts, and ambiguous, nebulous feelings, coalesce, sometimes into resonant knowing In a personal powerful illuminating way resilient hope of sharing this round living Earth with robust wildness leaking out in between relentlessly speaking words, autobiographical lessons never native learned Thereby opening a passion for searching communioned sacred doors toward further nuance, Recreating what we have lived to know, to timelessly yet ambiguously appreciate, celebrate in awe of this wilderness we have always known but could not, before, articulate alone. Nature's living roundness of healthy, robust Earth grows never merely alone Celebrating yet challenging peaceful and leisurely integrity, lovely perfect ease of right felt strong ecstatic left mindedness under controlled Like Mother and newly freed newborn struggling through wild co-attachment. Like multicolored bands of a bowed rainbow assembling and recomposing each miraculously unveiling other in perfectly predictable progressive laws of domesticated conserving order, Transculturing lucent symmetry empowering sustained non-violent light resplendently full of wilding wondrous mystery Remembered images of fading bewildering wildly tentative thoughts, and ambiguous, nebulous feeling wilderness, sometimes recreative knowing this from which we derive arrive strive more consciously alive.