Wonderin' Why

I'm supposed to be with you, but I'm wonderin’ why My feelings inside are so hard to deny I’ve got mad love and respect for you If you only knew what your love has brought me through I thought that once you were in love, you could never love another But I feel that we are growing apart, instead of together What have I done to deserve such tribulation My heart is troubled from all of the contemplations Making a decision that’s impossible to make Trusting your instincts, what a risk to take Believing in God is my only advantage This pressure’s so strenuous, I don’t know how long I can stand it Are we really in love, or are you just so fine Am I thinking of a quick hit, or of a lifetime How much longer can we last Things are different now than in our past Am I happy, do I leave, do I stay Through my mind, these questions repeatedly play Lord, please help, ‘cause I’m still wonderin’ why We’re still together if we can’t see eye to eye