Wonder Why Wonder How

I wonder why I wonder how You can abandon the child you made His flesh is your flesh His mind is the innocences of you His tiny hands never to hold you I can forgive what you were The bully that lived within But I can not forgive that you abandon him A man you say you have fight in your veins I see no man before my memory One day you will see what you have done I will teach my son how to be the man you were not His heart will love like love is unconditional You turn your back you dare to disrespect fatherhood I now have no respect for the man that has no honour No tears pass my eye for a man that has died in my heart You are the demon himself a son for now you choose to say goodbye Your day will come when regret passes you by You will see face to face a man of pride stand before you His voice will carry his wisdom of you You will see him stand tall He will be everything you are not His smile his laughter you will not feel How does a man choose this I just wonder why and how can you .......