Wonder

I wonder what happiness feels like? Filled with joy, Instead of soulful emptiness, like a lifetime hunger strike. I wonder what happiness feels like? For my mind to be free, Instead, evil circles me, spinning like wheels of a bike. I wonder what happiness feels like? Confidence leading the path, erasing a dyfunctional surfacing past, a never ending hike. I wonder what happiness feels like? Cheerful laughter, everyday, Instead of heartache pain, piercing like a spike. I wonder what happiness feels like? I will wonder for the rest of my life, OR end up behind the door labelled Psych!!