Without You

So many nights in the arms of a whore So many mornings on a jailhouse floor So many years in pursuit of a ghost Always believing you loved me the most So many hours lost in a fantasy So many decades chasing a memory So many promises I had to break Always believing you’d give more than take So many people I shoved aside So many times I wounded my pride So many words to give you my plea Always believing you’d be there for me So many amends I have to make So many regrets I have to shake So many things that I will now do Always knowing it’s better without you May 15,2020