Without Saying Goodbye

It was early in the morning Around 9 or 10 When my mom came home Accompanied by men It was the look in her eyes That confirmed my worst fears And when my stepdad arrived I still held my tears He's gone, I know it They didn't have to say All I had to ask was In what way? Gassed himself... I was instantly sad Alone with his thoughts And I wasn't even there to hold his hand Why?... was the question I kept asking myself Wasn't I enough To keep this man in good health He was more than a man, He was a hero to me My father was so special I just wish he could see