Without Dread

Drop hints play with my mind,waste my time, wind me up ,lows and highs, this roller coaster,i'm on your ride ,surfing your tide,choking on water,flip me around , fill my ears with false sounds,empty words, meaningless utters then leave me cold with shudders,dark empty space, emotional erase,this is the latest disgrace,my heart misplaced,your vacant soul,my love you stole,no kind intentions,nothing really left to mention,just another life lesson,just another dark humoured blessing,just another tide to be turned,another badge to be earned,another chapter read,a new direction in which to be led,time to go on without dread