Within Me

Through yesterdays eyes, I swear I could see tomorrow With eyes now open, I see 'tis only a feeling cheap and borrowed Nothing worst than falling out of love One day kisses and hugs Today, my LOVE was stolen from me Not her, but LOVE itself A fleeting thief, I suppose Cynical humor was never a favorite of mine Yet I hear their laughter Ever-long Evermore A hole in my heart that's sore Like eyes ridden with angst Bloodshot and beautiful Who was I to believe 'Tis not a joust Even if I feel the force hitting my soul Breaking into my being, spreading it thinly I wish for sleep