Wishing

There is trouble with in my soul,
Feels like everyday I wake up I am losing control
Just walking down the street seeing people smiling
Makes me think they are happier then me
And every time I look up in the sky
There is just so many dark grey clouds 
That never pass me by,
Seem like these storms are taking over my life,
Ripping out happyness and bringing strife,
This morning when I woke up I knew
From the moment I poored that coffee in my cup 
Something was going to be wrong 
I started feeling emotional 
As I was trying to be strong,
Just talking with you on the phone
Brought back memories from when you had to leave
It is so hard living life when I am all alone 
And wondering when you will be home
Everyday I seem to get more emotional 
Wishing I had control of all the situations in my life
Wishing I could feel the happyiness I see 
when I am walking down the street once again
But everyday I look up and the storms just follow me
From beginning to end
But it looks like this wishing will never end
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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Brown Avatar
August 16, 2012 at 10:16 AM
Thank you for sharing your poetry today Jane. It was a pleasure to read and I hope to be back soon to read more. Love, Carol
Kostman Avatar
August 16, 2012 at 10:44 AM
Thank you for coming by to read wishing! I look forward to seeing you more and I hope you have a great day! Jane XoXo :)
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August 15, 2012 at 10:48 PM
Jane, wow... this is deep..love it..:-) Thank you for sharing * Goodnight~ PD
Kostman Avatar
August 16, 2012 at 10:43 AM
Thank you for coming by and reading and commenting on my poem wishing! Hope to see ya again! Jane XoXo :<)
Williams Avatar
August 15, 2012 at 1:57 PM
Jane love this sad tale, you never know what is around the next corner, and when you can write like this it shouldn't be long, writing clubs will love you..good luck..David
Kostman Avatar
August 15, 2012 at 2:14 PM
Yeah been feeling kind of down today...so I decided to write how I feel. I have been so emotional with my husband not being here... Jane Xoxo :)
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