Wish It Stays Here Forever

For my beloved 16 years old Luqman. Hi. How are you? I hope that what you wished before will become true The love that you searched before will become true The girl that you asked before will accept you The dream that you pursued before will come to you There is a girl that you wanted before, In a letter that you addressed to me, Is she still beautiful and sweet like before, I hope that you can introduce to me. The one with the tomboy, the dearest one How I wish that she will become yours. I lost her here. I'm sorry. God loves her more. I can't grasp her hand, Or say anything. I'm sorry Too much burden here. I lost everything. My love, my life, my dream, How I wish I can travel back time It's impossible, but I wish for it every day, To say that nonsense, but the dearest word, I-love-you I hope that you will stay cheerful, And I want you to know something- before I go and forget you eternally, Thank you for being part of me, and thank you for staying beside me, You will forever live within me for as long as I could remember I thank you for everything, Blame me for my incompetence, but stay with me forever, As for me, You are my everything, I can't help but want your appearance. Stay with me please, even you are no more. I will always remember you in my heart. Yours faithfully 24 years old self Luqman.