Wish I knew

Wish I knew what depths of your heart holds, all the loose wires that release high voltages, whenever I try reaching out to you, prohibiting my emötional ease exchange codes, with your programmer to know all the right keys to your happiness, to see the world via the same lenses as you, be able to polish your smiles and numb your pain so wish, I was a bomb difuser, for you are a ticking bomb, waiting to explode any tile, not knowing how to handle you, excruciates my living, hope you grant me acces and allow me to dance to drum beat of your heart #Poetic_Ink