Will reply asap
The tears I still shed over him
Are blocking my sunrise view
A f*cking monster of emotions
I must process to get through
A soul I once respected
Suddenly becomes one I fear
Missing someone is just love
With nowhere else to appear
Perhaps the love was real
But the shame was louder
Fear doesn’t hold responsibility
For emotions to ponder
Yet my hope doesn’t disappear
Simply because I tell it to
The weight of this accountability
Is not mine since I quietly grew
God damn it. He has turned me
Into a f*cking avoidant
I stopped trusting how I feel
and empathy becomes intermittent
All of these conversations
I will never have
There is nothing left to say
Will reply asap...
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