Will I Find a Way

I am lost in infinite spaceness Who would want to chase this With all the thoughts abound Making me swirl around If I am seeing the light But then run out of sight Must mean I'm not quite ready For us to board by jetty With the taking of time Will I get past this rhyme Or will it all get a hold As each moment is like gold Our time can be quite precious And our time I will not waste us With the giving of space Ensue will the chase Can freedom be the key For me to just be me When scared to move along I can't be very strong And vulnerable inside As toddlers on a ride Searching here for myself Was I put up on a shelf I had put me at the back And set me right off track Will I find a way Out of this dismay I will recess my loss My garbage out to toss The heart it hurts Bleeds through my shirts To much to show Can't let it go The time I take Is a small break I will be back When on the track I'm happy not My nerves are shot I'm shaking still It's not a chill Can I stay warm Through this big storm You see my friends These are'nt the ends These thoughts have been I've gone and seen Good-bye for now I will say ciao And even adieu From me to you