Why Will You Not Leave Me

Why won't you leave me
I beg and plead for this sadness to go
I pray and hope for this anger to subside
I dream and yearn for these thoughts to drain out

Once I loved you,we were family are family
But the pain you have caused me
It's anger and fury still resides in me and haunts my tender mind in my dreams
It's vengeance I try slowly to subdue

And yet do you ever think about the tears you have evoked in me
Do you think about the scars that linger deep in my humble body
The blemishes of their residing hopelessness

The seed of such hate and anger,pain and despair,sorrow and sadness
Had I not yet seen but it is embedded in me I fear in my soul
Memories that grab me by a gigantic force when I in thoughtlessness reside
Bring upon me the fear of never being free

When you so lightly as if by the wind remind me of those painfilled days
When I feel the footsteps of those dark times gone by hollow the ground behind me

Oh how I wish I could let you go, unburden this burden
Know the whisper of forgiveness
Perhaps then I would be restful in my slumber
And alive in my dreams
For you shall no longer hurt me by memories and heartache
That had never known the words I'm sorry

And I will let be in my secret corner of my heart,my mind,my soul
For I will be set free.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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October 30, 2009 at 11:48 AM
It is such a shame when we dwell on thoughts of sadness instead of changing them to thoughts of what makes us happy, I know it's hard, but when we can, the sooner the better! we would find ourselves in a happy place, just by changing the way we think! we become what we think about,be happy always! think happy! love Simone
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