Why Must I Pay For Your Mistakes

Why do I have to pay for your life mistakes? Your mistakes guarantee for me nothing but set backs, not having the things i need. The posture of being in lack. Why should I have to wait for anything? When I have done my part. I deserve better as I brought a full deck to the table. I have goals, dreams, desires and I am in no position to put them in a storage stable. I know this can't be what the Lord has for me. No longer will I settle for less. I want everything the Lord has in store for me to gain. I realize that all relationships are give and take. But, not so much so that I have to pay for your mistakes.