Why I Write

I write to vent my deepest feelings
Even if the feelings are deeply sad
Hope to help someone who shares these feelings
Because alone I struggle and hurt so bad

I haven’t written much for a time
But tonight I’ve wrote a lot
I feel I’ve past my prime
So I put down words, lets give it a shot

I struggle late at night
By myself all alone
I hardly feel right
Stumbling in my home

I have a problem with my mind
It causes me to drink it away
Happiness I try to find
So desperate in my bed I lay

I really do want to believe
That I can get better
But my mind says “they’ll leave”
And All I’m good for is to upset her

I feel depressed and full of fear
That I’ll walk this road forever
Without you to hold me near
On this hopeless endeavor 

I love many very deeply
Its hard to know they feel the same
I know my doubts sneak creepily
I hope they at least remember my name

To all those who struggle too
Know you aren’t the only one
Because struggle I certainly do
So please put down the gun. 

I love you all so much
Please hold on strong
I hope your hearts I touch
Know your doubts are wrong

Copyright © | Year Posted 2020



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