Why I Can'T Get Over Him

No matter how hard I try. It never seems logical to others That he could blow my mind. His secrets are safe with me, Heaven forbid other women Will seek him out to play Based on something I’ve explained Like at that first instant stroke of my virgin violin he played me without pain. Pure pleasure each and every time after, One memory drives me insane I knew from his first exhibition of genius. He’d always be the best I ever had. And it is his great knowledge of me That helps me hold on Until I see him again… So while they say I’m condemned if I don’t I know I’m condemned if I do. For I’m absolutely sure the next one’s Million dollar effort Will not compare to the pennies at the bottom of his old shoe, Because when he teached And took the lead and told me exactly where to go… And then when I thought joy was over he once again brought me home. I was so Happily Continuously Joyfully hurt. Won’t even lie and say I’m sad he wanted to do all the work. And he was not lazy! in the least when he did what he did And he did it with such zeal That he is the only man I want to feel. And that is the one part of adultery that is scaring me. Along with the wrath of God. Because I can guarantee The next man will make me Disappointed and sad For my first was Is And will always be the best I ever had.