Why Couldn'T She Stay

I simply don't understand, like why? Why couldn't she see through the pain and bull in me to the good in me? Why do good things have to fall apart when someone doesn't understand what you're going through. I write when my heart is heavy and I write some deep , but man my heart is so heavy right now I don't know how to go about things right now. And if youre wondering. Yes this is a break-up im talking about. The tears are not stopping for some reason. I dont know whatbto do except put this steel to my dome and make me see crome. You see? I still have it!!! Writing was always my outlet, but now as I got older, I became a person wjo apparently no one choses anymore just cause of the way I am.