Why?

Why?... Why do you say you love me, just to bring me tears? Why do you hit me so hard, just to find pleasure in my fears? Why do you act so stubborn, but with your friends you're cool? Why do you treat me bad at home, but change when we're at school? Why? Why would you kiss my lips, if they're feeding me posion? Why would you hold my hand, when you don't even give a damn? Why would you let me trust you, and you knew you did me wrong? Why wouldn't you tell me the secrets you've kept for so long? Why? Why can't you treat me better, like the way I treat you? Why cant you love me like before, the way I still love you? Why can't we be normal, the love we used to have? Why can't we go back to that, to what everyone else still has? Why? Why is it you act like that, like you don't even care? Why is it you're always right, even though you know its unfair? Why is it you always have a reason, a reason you weren't there? Why is it you were gone, when I needed you to care? Why?