Why

As I stand on my porch The wind is blowing furiously Pushing me as if my weight begins to fall My hair grabs onto my shoulder tightly I yell in pain who's to blame I smile when I see the parakeets colorful wings As they fly right pass me My smile starts to fade When that eagle takes it away A slight cry I let out I turn away and look forward to another day I walk out to the green musky pond See the goldfish and ducks they tease Smile and giggle just a little It starts to rain emotions I look up and I see madness and selfishness It hits me as if I did something wrong It hits me on and on As they shoot me all over My mood changes one after another Why does this happen?