Whom Id Hold With Both Arms

tired the last couple months the cold crept in and loving sucks im not sure what i provide some of them keep coming back there must be something there id rather not be looking too busy counting clouds in the air the best time is when i wake im not quite sure whats real and sometimes you might be i promise i wont hold you to it the someone in my minds eye whom id hold with both arms ill be up in space watching islands drifting by operating on the last moments i replay them, holding on