Who Was I

Believe me when i say I was not like this from aye I was once whole before they broke me, I was once happy before they made me turn melancholic, I was once beautiful, before they left scars on me, I was once joy before the sorrow wrapped me, I was once positive before the clouds of negativity rained over me, I was once a clear blue sky before it turned grey, I wanted to ascertain life but now i just want to die, I was once a believer, a Dreamer, a lover I learnt to love sky, sun, moon, stars, I loved everything that didn't rip me, Now I'm broken, now I'm nauseated, now i hate every damn thing Now i have cracks in my mind and heart but that's how i give off light.