Who am i

I Don't know what to do People Day That i am worthless My thoughts are all blue My whole life is a mess I Think its safe to say That I'm not normal I Don't want to stay Past memories still haunts me I guess for this world I'm not that enough I Just need a sign Not to end my life Screamed at the Peak Nobody can reach and i questioned myself Who am I? They said I used them But I was used by someone Gave everything like nobody else You didn't understand what I meant Think that I'm so changed Cause I can speak truthfully But the truth of being changed Was being abandoned I don't blame Knowing what you did isn't lame One was crust another best How could I even hate? I just need a sign To be alive Screamed on the peak Nobody could reach And questioned myself Who am I? Am I the one who used somebody? Am I the one who talks to nobody? Am I the one who apologizes Even though I made no mistake Am the one who's emotional Am I the one who wants to end Cause burden I have I just want to break That's why I end Still don't know Who I am