Who am i

I Don't know what to do
People Day That i am worthless
My thoughts are all blue
My whole life is a mess

I Think its safe to say
That I'm not normal
I Don't want to stay
Past memories still haunts me

I guess for this world
I'm not that enough

I Just need a sign
Not to end my life
Screamed at the Peak
Nobody can reach

and i questioned myself
Who am I?

They said I used them
But I was used by someone
Gave everything like nobody else
You didn't understand what I meant

Think that I'm so changed
Cause I can speak truthfully
But the truth of being changed
Was being abandoned

I don't blame
Knowing what you did isn't lame
One was crust another best
How could I even hate?

I just need a sign
To be alive
Screamed on the peak
Nobody could reach

And questioned myself
Who am I?

Am I the one who used somebody?
Am I the one who talks to nobody?

Am I the one who apologizes
Even though I made no mistake

Am the one who's emotional
Am I the one who wants to end
Cause burden I have
I just want to break
That's why I end

Still don't know
Who I am
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