Where Do I Go From Here

Where do I go from here Jehovah. I have tried and I have not succeed. I did what you have adviced and failed. I have followed your exampled, and instead I was ostracized. You have seen my affliction, and you heard my out cried. I am wobbling in a pit of excrement, and where is my rope. I have done nothing wrong again,and I am being slaughtered. You have seen the two side on the coin, and why sweet Jehovah you have not save me. Why per long this saga when every story has an ending. Why make bad people look righteous, and good people look wicked. I have beseeched you on matters and I have groped for your advice, and I have follow them. Then where is my victory, you are "Jehovah God of Army" ,and I have lost the war.