Where Art Thou, I Am In Pain

I wonder what is the cause of so much pain The pain that drives me a little more insane I worry if its the truth or just my brain Makes me worry if the world has a lot to gain As my dreams wash down the drain I hide my tears by crying amidst the rain I fear as I keep walking in this solitary lane That my pain is something I cannot explain That this hurdle isn’t a link but a long chain That my life is always a turbulent hurricane That my cries wont echo if I beg or complain That my prayers are treated with utter disdain Facing my kin, a facade I need to maintain I swallow my pain and constantly refrain I need you, where art thou my Jane I cannot bear this pain till I need myself a cane What should I choose? Propane, train or letting go off a mountain Oh yes I am. I am in so much pain.