Where are you from?

I've come from hurt and the future seems uncertain and that really scares me Cause I'm afraid I'll be walking right into hurt I've come from betrayal and I'm still getting over that and what really scares me Is I can't stop it from ever happening again I've come from a place of pain that I've toughened so much It scares me that I might never get to feel Cause I've had to make myself numb to get by I've come from a point of emptiness that it's so easy for me to push away people Cause they weren't there when I was going through it all So what's the point of having them in my high season I've come from darkness The vast world of lost souls And I think I lost my soul there Cause ever since, no one stays long in my life The PO£T