When You Are Not Here

When you're not here my heart aches and my soul feels empty like a penniless jar. My words fall deaf on your ears You left me to take care of our son alone. You left me feeling lonely and with a forever Broken heart. A silver hope comes in my direction of hope that I am not alone. Only to be used and cast aside like you did. Now flooded with more trust issues then before. My joy And solace I carried for six months to only realizr you don't care about your children at all, An anger burned inside of me, I felt renewed like a phoenix rising from the ashes this child I birthed will not be unloved but he will no my love as his mother and I am going to protect him forever as long as I have breath.