When I Was Young

I graduated at age seventeen
and all I wanted was to find a man. 
I had no plan; I think I was so green
when from my pleasant little town I ran.

I ran to college in the west. Career
and marriage I would find; two kids I’d raise.
If I had stayed, who would I have called dear,
and how instead would I have spent my days?

Well, now I’m far from home. I rarely see
my relatives. I can’t even retire
although I’m old now, so why did I flee
the state I loved, and would I have flown higher?

Would I have had the same job anyway
if I had stayed for college in my state?
Would I not have to work? I cannot say.
Would life with other kids and spouse be great?

My life has not been easy, but it’s had
good moments which I’m very grateful for.
I miss my family . . . I’d have been glad
if I had stayed at least to see them more.

Oct. 31, 2022
for I Chose To Run, But Had I Stayed, Things Would Have Been Like Poetry Contest
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Seeker Avatar
November 26, 2022 at 8:22 AM
Quite apt for the contest theme in my view, should do well, all the best, Andrea
Dietrich Avatar
November 26, 2022 at 1:03 PM
didn't do too well, but thanks, Unseeking.
Warlov Avatar
November 3, 2022 at 7:43 PM
And in the same respect; whether we're willing to admit it or not, "Equality" requires women to put the toilet seat back up.
Dietrich Avatar
November 26, 2022 at 1:05 PM
which dimension are you in right now? hahaha
Messina Avatar
November 3, 2022 at 4:05 AM
So many paths to choose from, and so many choices to make in our lives. Looking back at "if I did's or if I didn't's" is something that crosses everyone's minds, I'm sure. Nicely written, Andrea. Best wishes in the contest. Blessings Charlie
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November 2, 2022 at 11:58 AM
Food for thought Andrea, a feast we might Linger over too long.' In youth we have a Limited choice if I see it rightly.? So often We imagine there was more scope than there Was? As the others have put, do your best in The days we have.' God bless you.!
Dietrich Avatar
November 2, 2022 at 12:40 PM
thanks, Joe.
Beaufort Avatar
November 1, 2022 at 7:25 PM
Yes, you be best off in the moment with no regrets. There were and are some wonderful things that happened on the path you took. We might not be here having this discussion if you didn't have the sadness of what passed by. There are many forks in the road that take us to where we go. It's very hard to know which one to take sometimes. In my own life, I feel regrets all the time. But I try to stay focused. We are all doing the best we can, and U R certainly a fantastic poet.
Dietrich Avatar
November 2, 2022 at 12:41 PM
yes there were wonderful things in my life! That much is true.
Baker Avatar
November 1, 2022 at 4:55 PM
We never know what might have been, because it wasn't. :-) Live in the moment and life fully my dear friend. I'm just glad you're here! Hugs, Bill
Dietrich Avatar
November 2, 2022 at 12:41 PM
of course, my friend.
Walker Avatar
November 1, 2022 at 12:19 PM
Well sis. would you have liked being at home longer? I can't see you being there in Muscatine and liking the small city life. You are more outgoing and more adventurous then most and I just can't see you staying in our home town. Yes, what would life be like, if?
Dietrich Avatar
November 1, 2022 at 12:32 PM
I don't mean I'd have stayed in Muscatine, but I wish sometimes I had stayed in the midwest and done college like In Iowa City. Then I'd be really close by all the relatives for all the reunions!
Leffanta Avatar
November 1, 2022 at 11:38 AM
“everything is for the best in this best of all possible worlds. ” Voltaire Aloha!
Hawley Avatar
November 1, 2022 at 10:59 AM
Nice personal story. I often wonder what my life would have been like if I would have chosen any other path in life than the one I am on. At some point you just have to do "the next right thing."
Pandit Avatar
November 1, 2022 at 5:28 AM
Nice to recall the choices we made, and wonder what if... Wonderfully reminiscing poem, Andrea.
Buhagiar Avatar
November 1, 2022 at 12:14 AM
Destiny marks our path. Malta is small and relatives are rarely seen. Many have conflicts too. great poem.
Ball Avatar
October 31, 2022 at 10:40 PM
I think we all ask ourselves these questions sometimes. I can't retire either. However I have always been one to try to bloom where I am planted. My life has not been an easy one but then I'm not in that boat alone. It could have been worse. This is a most thought provoking piece Andrea. Well done. God Bless, JB
Dietrich Avatar
November 1, 2022 at 12:34 PM
thanks, Judy. Isn't it sad when even on Social Security, we still need to work? Ugggg.
Hankins Avatar
October 31, 2022 at 7:29 PM
A very interesting resume of conjecture, Andrea. And, I wonder, could any of us done anything other than what we did?
Dietrich Avatar
November 1, 2022 at 12:33 PM
I guess not, since I believe everything is fate. haha
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