When I Was Nine

As the sun shines down, another day so fine, I still hold on to those memories, the only thing that's still mine... I remember our trips to the beach, the squeals of laughter, the tears of joy... I still have some of the things we bought, down to the last broken toy. I don't know what it is I did, or even if it was meant to be, but all I do remember from the dark times, is that, since thean, you never did talk to me. i wish you still bought me icecream, and asked me if I was fine, I wish you still loved me, like you did when I was nine. I wish you were proud of me, like you were when I was nine...