When I Think of You Ifl

When you were no more I felt a distance. That of absolute solitude Like lost stars within infinities That have both petrified and imploded. I felt like ice. Frozen, stunned and vaguely shedding. In a sea of torrents of sorrows and bitter emptiness I felt like The biggest part of me ran off without a goodbye or sign thereof. To never land Like I was falling And I would never land. I felt like You You were that part of me. That magnified my being. Made me feel more than and not equal to or less. And now alas I feel imaginary, insolvable, the square root of a negative value. A little less than nothing A little more than stagnant This is. When I think of you And You are not.