When Forever Feels Like, Well Forever
Young and dumb
we fell in love
no care in the world
just having fun
Handsom he was
and i was his queen
paving our way
to fulfill life's dreams
Now bringing together
Our Mom's and Dad's
to give them the news
the family will expand
Excitement in the air
came crashing down
when my dreams of
my own family
would not be found
Oblivious to the evil
that lurks in my bed
we now have a baby
and she calls him dad
Raising myself
from my early teens
no one to guide
or influence me
My moral's in tact
i thought i was safe
I wasn't more wrong
as i saw satan's
face
He came up with a plan
then recruited his
parents
lies and deciect,
I fell right for it
By the time i realized
what evil was spun
Discipline to my child
was an iron thumb
Jr. High is way
too young
to let my daughter
stay the night
with a chum
The louder i protest
the harder she fought
more dissapline i say
the more freedom
she got
Bringing her up
In a destructive way
can cause a mother
to disrupt your
day
With nothing to lose
as ive lost it all
looking satan
in the eyes
telling him to go
to hell
Ive lived with the devil
now for twenty six
years
Ive sacrified my life
so that i can keep
her near
I tried so hard to
correct my mistake
but no matter what i do
it is just in vein
I had his baby
but it was all a plan
the baby would be given
to satan's mom and dad
I have no record,
no drinking problem
Im not a whore
and i gave him
no reason
Now i just live
with little
ambition
my family tree stops
at my generation
I write my life
through story
and rhyme
to prevent depression
from consuming
my time
I have a full life
with horses and dogs
my child left hell
and life goes on
So reference here
when reading my
rhymes
they will all
make sense
time after time
Copyright © Donna Newton | Year Posted 2018
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